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May. 10th, 2004 @ 09:53 pm
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I'm on the phone with Shawn. He is damn hot. If that is him.my aura:  horny voices in my head: gun shots and shawns voice |
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Well, one again I slacked off and didn't go to school. My mom asked me if I wanted to drop out. I should have said yes just to see the look on her face. she is such a bitch sometimes. I glad she talks about me failing and doing so bad and she expects me to have high hopes. If she would just shut up and leave me alone about school maybe I would be more willing to go to school. Tonight a girl called me from school telling me she was getting worried because I hadn't been to school in awhile. I really wish I could have told her to fuck off. Instead I told her that I promise I would go to school. Fuck the world.my aura:  irate voices in my head: american idol music |
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Feb. 17th, 2004 @ 06:42 pm
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I have such a bad headache. I didn't feel like going to school this morning so I called my theripist so he could get me out of school. I love calling him and telling him how I am "oh so scared of school" and "I just can't do it". HA! fuck them. So yeah, I didn't go. Instead I spent the day at home playing FFX-2. Go me. So yeah, I am trying to think of something to get into. Chat rooms? Back to everquest? Neopets?my aura:  high voices in my head: T.V. |
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I just found out that I am going to be moving. I don't know if I am happy about this or fucking pissed. I only have one more year until I can move out of the house. I don't know if I am going to like starting all over again with friends and shit. Oh well I guess. I only have one more year of school until I am free from hell. I am moving to where shawn is and Jaimie tried to talk to him and he doesn't seem to remember me. All I have to say is fuck him. It makes it even worse to move now knowing that I have to be around my best friend who I haven't talked to in awhile who doesn't seem to remember me, or is he just being an ass. Oh fuck I hate life.my aura:  confused voices in my head: FUCK THE WORLD |
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Well today is a snow day. Very good because I have a test that I didn't study for. Oh well, fuck school. I'm tired and hungry. One thing I hate about snow days is that there is nothing to do. No good T.V. no one is online or on games. Dude, this sucks. I am going to go eat. Might write later if I get bored enough.my aura:  bored voices in my head: The News Opening Music |
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I'm back....dude...fuck...me...
Jan. 28th, 2004 @ 07:30 pm
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I am so tired. Last night was my first time of taking this sleeping pill. Wooo, it still hasn’t wore off yet. Last night it was crazy when it started kicking in. I couldn’t see strait and I had no idea what I was saying to people online. All I know is that is may not be good. I remember everything going in werid directions. I remember getting offline and laying down in bed but that is all. My mother said I was calling for all night and she was sitting next to me. Werid.. I’m glad that I was calling for my fucking mother. That makes me seem like a fag (sorry Sev). Anyway, I’m going over the hill with Shawn tonight so I better be awake. And hell its the last day of fucking school.
Jun. 3rd, 2003 @ 08:26 am
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Yeah, I'm back and I'm pissed. I talked to Shawn yesterday and he told me to make sure I was here today. Oh but guess what, fucking Shawn decided not to show up. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! Lately I have been coming in late so I can miss my spanish oral exam. Because I know I am going to fail and I don't really feel ready to get yelled at by a preganet lady. I always feel bad when I make preganet people mad. I mean, their fat, having a hard time, and tired. Also I know she is about to pop and I don't want to go her angry so she will pop then and there. NOW that would be bad.
Yeah well I think I better study for that part of my exam because I haven't yet already...
May. 27th, 2003 @ 08:00 am
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I really haven't felt like writing lately. I have been too rapped up in a new game. This game is going by quickly though as I am already getting bored. Everquest I haven't even been on in a few days. I gave my account name and password to a friend so he can get on and play. I just hope that when I do decided to travel back to the land called everquest that he isn't on 24/7. Cause I know it is addicting, but I am fucking paying for it, so :Þ .
When I was walking over the hill Shawn I felt something hit my face and now it feels as though the left side of my face is numb. Well fuck it, Shawn says my face doesn't look any different. Then why the fuck does it feel different? So many question...
The money stealing bitch just walked through the door. Shoot me now and take everything from me because I know that she will take everything I own. Its bad enough I have to listen to her bulshit. Oh well, she is far across the room for me. THANK GOD!
Well it is time for me to be on my way. I have to work from 4-8 and I want time to send in other places than lj.
May. 15th, 2003 @ 02:45 pm
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Shawn and I are both High. Here we are sitting here in the library laughing it up. Today Shawn had ISS. So I had to sit in the computer lab all by myself. GO ME! I think I am growing up.
When I was switching classes and I got to pass by the ISS room I looked in and saw looking back. He looked dazed fucked up. He noticed me. So I went to my class room set my books down and decided to spend the rest of switching class time to pass by agian. So over and over angain I would go back and forth. lol, I think Shawn was a little confused about what I was doing.
So here I am in the library. Neo time...
May. 10th, 2003 @ 04:51 pm
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